Colour blind to the world
But constantly told
How beautiful things are each day
wanting to scream 😱
wanting to yell
But all I can each day is to whisper
Scared and tired at the same time
Sleepless nights
Exahusted to be stronger
Depressed to my deep rest
Swolled by my own perception
Bonhomie but just within me
Giving and not receiving
Maybe death hurts less than life
I guess am just tired fighting
Hard to understand from the outside
But hard to explain from the inside
This is also hurting, as we always tell this people things will be okay, its all in the mind but do we fix anything . Sometimes its better to be there for someone than abusing words. Let’s do the same as a friend would do when we are in need.
DYAN STORM 
This made me weep inside because I can relate to that feeling and every now and then I dwindle into those thoughts. But there’s a way out of the darkness- it might not look like beautiful flowers but it can look like a laugh or connecting with someone. I hope you’re ok if this is personal to you💜
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Am good, I was just sharing a person al story that I struggled with some years back
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Very nice read with a deep message. I am greatly moved by your expression.
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Thank you
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Insightful post! Thanks for sharing.
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Welcome, sometime we shud express what we have gone through to help someone
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Well said. Death is never, however, an answer.
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Thank you, well many people think its that way instead of comfort
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